Don't make me hate you

No more nights will shallow us from today

as an us doesn't exist any longer by now.

It is not only your feelings that dissipate

you bury my whole existence with them.

Stop following me in this dreamy factory,

while building with words a future of hope.

Your prose brings me into our writing farm,

a place where the lost creativity resides for me.

Why you keep on egoistically chasing me

by drawing again what I try again to erase?

I desperately escape from this new pain

that unfortunately has taken your name.

“We love whom we love” that's how it is,

while separate, we will be lost in the road.

You fed it while letting the Ginkgo's leafs sprout.

I have never choose alone to love you this way.

25th December 2017, Prague